My stupid mouth

This week wasn't really nice. I cried last Monday because of really shallow things. And today, I had my first cut in my CE22 class.

I was planning to give you a perfect example of practical aethism but I am really depressed to do it. I don't know. I can't hardly think clearly. If someone has grudges on me, tell it directly. Honestly, this was a continuation of King of the World 2 but this time, I regret what I've written. There are characteristics that a preson possesses. Sometimes, it's really annoying that you really want to kick his ass. But try to think of it, it's not that characteristic that defines his whole being. About King of the World? he still kept mentioning my name and doing irritating stuffs. But you know what, I always feel guilty everytime I realize that he has never wronged me intentionally. For all the things I've said, I apologize.

For those who are mad at me, why don't you try to talk to me. I am willing to listen. If I've hurt your egos badly, I also apologize. I am not perfect after all. And I am not using that as an excuse. But a second chance wouldn't hurt, right?

To my blockmates and friends, thanks for letting me feel that I'm not discriminated despite my unexplainable mood swings.

To my orgmates, hope you'll like our 'Art Attack" with Ekai and Lnel. We shot that for about an hour. Hope you'll like it. *another scandal*

To my family, thanks for being really patient.

To Him that has blessed me a lot, Thank You.

I am not feeling well today. I don't know what will happen tomorrow. Maybe, it's because I'm not feeling well.

My weekend

My week ended with...

Friday: My typical friday + guidance test

I don't know if my blockmates got pissed off when I resent for a free cut in our Physics lecture class. I just don't like to have a free cut because I only have three subjects for that day. If the free cut's given, it means I have to wait for an additional hour to take the guidance test. I guess they were mad, because they have the reasons to be mad. These are the possible reasons:

1. Spurs won the championship *applause*

2. Duncan was the MVP *applause again*

3. They weren't able to see their team lose the game. *hehe..joke lang*

4. An hour of lecture in Simple harmonic motion.

Then, the guidance test. I took the test with Bob, Kerry and Charmie. The exam was really amusing. haha. 52 incomplete sentences to be answered as fast as one can, I had a nice time inventing phrases. My favorite was The future looks...answer: bright. But lnel's was the best (see randy's blog)

After the exam, I went to our cell group and realized that I've missed laughing and praying with Ate Luanne, Ate Jade and Ate Megan.

Lots of enlightenment there. (angels singing while harps playing)

Randy--my ever consistent uwian mate and blog guru--accompanied me home. But first, we went to sportscenter to reserve for tomorrow. Then we had a long walk, talk about stories of love, siblings, flood...until we found ourselves in front of the trike stop where we have to part ways. After an exchange of "sayonara's" and "arigato's," I rode a trike home and he walked away.

Saturday: Night Blues over

Morning until noon- woke up late. took a bath. ate brunch. prepare stuffs for later...

Afternoon until Dusk- debut mode. really exhausting.went back home. took a bath again. wrap my gift for Joanne. fixed my self.

Evening (around 7pm)- night blues will be over...

Joanne told me that we were going to leave before 7pm but it was past 7 already but their car was no where to be found. With my try-to-knock-em-down attire, I tried to take a nap on the sofa. But I can't. So I just watch TV...watch TV...watch TV..watch TV...and finally I was hungry. Though I was really lazy to do it, I opened the fridge and found A sausage. Due to my stomach's demand, I had no choice but eat it. When I was about to take my first yummy bite, RJ texted me that we were going to leave in a minute.WTH so I had to swallow my food, opened the fridge again to take a sip and grab my brother's butterfinger *hehehe*

It was about 9pm when we arrived in Blue *nion (honestly, i forgot if it's onion or union..never mind). It was cold as hell inside, so we requested the manager to turn the aircon in front of us. Unfortunately, it was in an auto setting but the manager assured as "Iinit na yan mamaya kasi dadami yung tao." Yeah right? I thought that she was just trying to console me but after putting up with the cold for an hour, the manager's right. Now I could hardly move from my seat. I felt that I was really alone then. I had my friend with me but he was busy texting. I suddenly remebered that it was the 25th of June, which made me feel more depressed. I texted someone and drank a couple of beers. My friend noticed that I looked sOo lonely so she introduced me to some of her friends. Then I met Lester.

He was of fair complexion, good looking and few inches taller than me. I took another bottle of beer and drank with him silently. The noise got louder and louder but that didn't make me forget about my night blues. Until my friend's aunt asked me to drink some tequila. My world was rattled and I couldn't remember how I got to the bathroom to escape for more tequila shots. But if I just didn't drink some beer, I could have drunk more. When I went back to our table, Lester sat beside me and we had a sort of getting-to know conversation. He smelled really nice that I just wished that I could spend the rest of my night with him. Out of nowhere, a girl pulled him away from me while we're in the middle of our conversation. *maybe she's just insecure!evil grin*

Well, I was left alone again. This made me sad but not because it's the 25th but Lester left. I took the chance to chat with RJ's other cousins--Brian and Richard. They were not drinking any alcohol and had no plan trying it. So, I forced them to give it a sip and they did *evil grin again* After some time, Lester asked me to dance. The crowd started to dance with the techno beat wildly. But I felt silence and security with him. The next thing I knew was his hands were on my hips and my forearms were resting on his shoulders. I realized that he has very expressive eyes and kissable lips.

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Hey, we didn't kissed!?! Though we didn't (joke!hehe!), I really had a nice time with him.

He was of fair complexion,

good looking and

few inches taller than me.

He was Lester.

But he's not him.

Sunday: Espresso mania with Bob

the rest is history...

for more information check Bob's blog for he promised me that he'll post about that...or ask Donn/ Randy about it

one thing's for sure, that would be my first and last Espresso!!

This isn't just the right time

Honestly, I don't want to start my entries with not-so-nice stuff but I have no choice. It's really UNfortunate that there are people out there who were born to make your life really miserable. Just let me give you an example. I have this blockmate who thinks that he is the king of the world. You read it right, he thinks that he is the king of the world. I would have loved to donate this space for crappy stuffs but i am doing this to let the fire out inside me. He even told me that he is far better than me. Does he mean acad stuffs? Wake up from your fantasies!!!Yes I know I really suck in Math but you suck too, loser!!If I'm going to compare my grades with you SUBJECT per SUBJECT, huh, you'll regret it. I don't really give a damn if you did well last Physics class. Da? I could have done better. Take note that your just up by one letter grade and I'm not yet studying that much... Let's just see what will happen this semester. I'll let you eat your words..

angel, I'm really sorry if it took me about 377 years before I updated my blog.

so, that the MOST interesting part of my day.

test type...123..
After three hundred seventy-eight years, two months and 5 days..

Finally, medyo naayos ko na yung blog ko pero sobrang di pa maganda...ehehehe...
nxt time na lang...
saka na ako magpopost nang sobrang detailed stuffs kapag maganda na yung blog ko..
ocias,
ba-bye...